Sick Joy...

So, i'm partly sick again... funny huhh? I just love it! feeling your trouht itching of being harmed! It's a SICK joy...

 

shit no... i hate it... i don't wanna be sick... something is defently wrong and irritating when nice music becomes hard brain drumming noice, water tastes fake and time stands...

 

i think i wanna sleep... but for real, i don't realy know, remember or care(?)...

 

l8r all!